jueves, 10 de marzo de 2011

...tomorrow...

tell you what, i don't want to write in spanish, just because I'm writing this from the lincoln, I know, how stupid is that... big time..

silence... I think it's been a long time since i last wrote in here, basically...

like dear Bowie'd say, nothing remains, everything's changed...

basically.... everything has changed, tomorrow is the day when finally i'll face it, solitude, loneliness, sadness, complete and mesmerizing free time to wonder about what could have been?...
it's not really important, i mean, actually, i find it better the way it is right now, don't you agree??
I mean, what would it be of us, still together??

I'd have felt that, THEN I'd be cheating you, not like i supposedly did... still, why did you leave??

it's not fair, you stopped being my girl, neither my love, nor my concern... i still long for your well being, is what i wish for, still!!! and it's not funny

you know? I feel sad right now, now I can finally feel it, we are not together anymore, I just wish circumstances would have turned on our side... I wish for it.. big time... but what's done is done.

this is goodbye, this is the day before tomorrow when I'll just forget everything, the good and the bad times we had, is for the best, I won't deny you, I'll just finish turning the page.

time'll heal everything, time will make us forget, time will make us be better... right now, we just have to wait... and then, well, we'll see.

about my new one... I'm so sorry about today... i just realized that, you aren't interested, which made me feel great sadness, I'm just sorry really, I didn't mean to fall, you know, you just can't help it...

can you tell whether how I feel about you is true or not? cos I can't...