I'm worried, reeeally, to feel how i feel now, to feel itself... is something that I can't have taken the risk of doing. but now that I've done it..... well, it seems there's no way back, nor way out.... I fell for you, now I'm right by your side... unconditionally..... what I don't need for you to know, is exactly that.... what is it that I feel.
it's so much better that way, and since i told you i had to make a decision, well, decision's made....
I have decided to love you, even if you break my so previously broken heart, even if you mean harm, even taking into account all I can lose.... what I can earn is much more than you can even understand... you've become everything for me from this day, just because I've decided it.... and so, try not to do what you shouldn't do.... and do what you must.
I utterly love you....and that's a lot to be said, better left untold, better left on these lines.
and so, you'll never know :)
