jueves, 12 de mayo de 2011

profile...

It is true, is the answer for the last letter...

now you're truly inside of me, and what I hadn't suffered when breaking up with my former girl, I'm now suffering it with you, how cruel is that? not only with me, but with my former girl... is like, I spent a year and 3 months with her, and you come, become the reason to dismiss her, take her place ... and then come down like if that wouldn't have mattered.... everything in just 3 months... how unfair!!!

on the other side, It's been more difficult than I thought, I've been trying to stick up un my mind that you're inferior, that's nothing what I feel, that it doesn't hurt what I hear about you, that I'm blind for you...

it's worthless... it's pointless, at least now it is... only!!! only because you said it... only because you might like him, or not, I don't know, I don't care... who am I fooling? I do care.... why?? how is this going to be??? are you just going to fall for every fucking teacher that crosses in front of you? how absurd!

you're a nice person, and today, I've been thinking about you in a different way.... trying to make a profile, about you...

I can't... I don't know whether you are telling the whole truth and that'd jut make you predictable and boring.... or if you're hiding such a truth that I need to find!!!

but why do I need to find it?

"hey Mr. Curiosity is it true what they say, are you killing me? "