I hate the chosen one... if I were to summarize everything in just one clear sentence, that's what I would write about him.
I think one gets to hate somebody else, when that person starts hurting someone you love. I love her, and he hurt her too much, and he did it so well, that she doesn't even know it!
I hate how much she stands behind him, I hate that perhaps as much as I hate him, i hate the feeling of impotence that I get whenever she unconciously refuses to see what he did to her, why I hate him so much and why she still wants to talk to him, after all.
I hate everything about him, and i hate him even more, because he's such an importat part of her life that its just annoying, I mean, girl, please, forget about him, that's the past, the past is gone. Stop treasuring things from the past.
The reason why I hate him is very simple, I could list it, but i think it's much better to just say the facts one after the other: he probably didn't love her at all, and just wanted to have her beside him for fun, he slept with her, knowing how important that was for her, knowing how much she had to love someone to do that and actually feel happy about it, he didn't even care about her feelings, everything she told him when she was sad, he would tell her, don't worry babe, i'm here for you, and all that crappy bullshit. he made her parents know they were having sex, even knowing how her parents would react, he showed their intimacy to his mother, in her face!. and finally she just broke up with her, just like if she were a piece of garbage that had succesfully accomplished its time and needed to be replaced. THEN he came back and tried to get her back, cos he knew what he was missing, and then, he made her lie to me.
now that i've reached this part..... I can clearly see a new fact in here, a new common denominator.
It was all up to her. it was not him controlling her, it was her, just letting be controlled, just becoming a willing slave of his.
and now that i know this..... hatred is gone.
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God, the most useless invention of mankind's psyche.
just when they are about to die, they see the light, and that's why they fear it so much, cos they know how fake it is.
there's no god, there's no one who listens to our prayers, there's just our minds and intelects.
I don't get how someone can give their lives to a lie, and live out of it. It's a waste of life, it's a waste of will to do good things for people, in the name of no one and expecting no heaven.
the other day a girl who played the guitar really well uploaded a video and it was called somthing about the nations and god and shit.
why? i mean, so much talent, in the name of god?
couldn't you have that talent even if you weren't christian?
wouldn't the song have been equally good?...
but anyway.... that's it for today.
mind = off.
